now im 20... dont know what to say hahaha..
but all i want for now when im 20 is a change..i want to being hijrah... not go to far place,but to change myself..
i want be close to Him(Allah) , just i still not start .. im waiting a correct time.. people come and go in my life, which once upon time themare really close to me now going away and choose their own journey..
i think i should do that... choose my own journey, i want to say goodbye to my past...
i start slowly now to change to a better moslim, may allah give me strenght to continue my life...
how i can be like this,haha my friend often say..im freakin out them,suddenly i talk about islamic things often...well i just can say its start when i face to a face death...we loose someone,and my own eyes recorded how a laying dead people infront me,that when i start think.. do i will like this? ...one day
blah blah blah what i talking..hahaha ... okay lets look what im doing several weeks ago
this day,is my first time with someone,he asked me out,im that time horrible sick and not in the mood..but that someone make my day like crying day hahaha.... i love beach,it remind me to someone that i considered him as ocean and i a sky kikiki
again at beach,yesterday i already go..but its my lucky get to go again..nyahahahah
but yesterday were raining and cloudly..this day were bright and hot...and i play the water until my pants getting wet..hehehe
we both at class of kemahiran insaniah
#blahblahblah...bored hehe okey xoxo tata love you..love luhan,love TOP bigbang so much <3
