why still trembling
i dont smoke
still my heart beating pain
i dont go rude with strangers
why i in wrong feeling
i have friends and love
still why they doesnt with me when i lonely
i give charity as i could
but i dont get enough food for me
so i start to smoke
ending my heart beat
then i being rude
to stop me being nice
i throw away friends and love
cause there no use for me
i start to being mean for me
make myself more painful
why i do must care about me
if no one do lend their hands for me
even god perhaps hate me
cause im already doing all sins
im okay with it
just let me go
let me off
let me suffering
let me gone
im just a useless human
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