taufan ribut yang tenang dalam diam

dibadai taufan hati buat kali kedua..
mohon cinta kali ini kekal..
biarpun berpisah,ku mohon masa depan kami bersatu
ku mnunggu dan mnanti..
kau pergi kerana kau syg,aku rela kan kerana aku prcaya kn kau.
akan datang bersama mmbina mahligai atas nama allah

demi aku,demi kau dan demi allah,aku akan cuba sedaya upaya menggapai bintang tinggi
ku hilangkn air mata ku,berdiri kembali, ukir senyuman lagi kerana cinta yg dkurniakan dari illahi

In sya Allah,kita akan bersatu ^^

......
kau bagaikan ais,
cantik di dalam dan diluar..
tapi terkadang kesejukkanmu mnjadi kebisaan mu trhadap ku
..
kau menenangkan tp brbisa..
ingin aku cairkan
dan miliki mu hingga hujung nyawa ku

#:')

Manusia

Manusia manusia manusia . .
semua ada kekurangannya dan ada kelebihannya

mana ada manusia yang tak berasa kecil jika semua orang disisi dia sudah berada di puncak ?
mana ada manusia yang tak berperasaan bila melihatkan semua orang disisinya sudah mencapai
matlamat mereka?

aku juga manusia , ada cemburu , ada sakit hati , dan berperasaan kecewa ..
memang luaran aku gembira, sentiasa tersenyum dan ketawa sentiasa..tapi dalaman aku
aku sembunyikan,kerana aku bukan si penangis simpati ataw penduka.. aku adalah aku,bukan sesiapa

Imej aku bukan si lemah lembut,penuh adap,sopan santunnya..
imej aku adalah berani,sentiasa gembira dan lasak
ini adalah aku..aku tak akan ubahnya,walaupun demi sesiapa....terima kekurangan aku,dan aku terima kekurangan kamu, kalau tak tinggalkan aku,aku benci hipokrit....dan aku paling benci manusia yang merubah-rubah sesuatu yang allah beri sebagai keistimewaan kepada mereka...

aKu zarith sufiea binti zol,zarith adalah zarith dan bukannya orang yang kau mahukan dalam minda kau.
dan aku akan cuba usaha mencapai apa sahaja yang aku mahukan,termasuk lah menolak sesiapa yang cuba menghalang~

2013,November

Alone Again....

Alone Again Naturally- Gilbert O'Sullivan.

                                                                         

In a little while from now 

If I'm not feeling any less sour 

I promise myself to treat myself 

And visit a nearby tower 

And climbing to the top 

Will throw myself off 

In an effort to 

Make it clear to whoever 

What it's like 

When you're shattered 

Left standing in the lurch at a church 

Were people are saying, My God, that's tough 

She stood him up 

No point in us remaining 

We may as well go home 

As I did on my own 

Alone again, naturally 

To think that only yesterday 

I was cheerful, bright and gay 

Looking forward to who wouldn't do 

The role I was about to play 

But as if to knock me down 

Reality came around 

And without so much as a mere touch 

Cut me into little pieces 

Leaving me to doubt 

Talk about, God in His mercy 

Oh, if he really does exist 

Why did he desert me 

In my hour of need 

I truly am indeed 

Alone again, naturally 

    

It seems to me that 

there are more hearts 

Broken in the world 

that can't be mended 

Left unattended 

What do we do 

What do we do 

Alone again, naturally 

Looking back over the years 

And whatever else that appears 

I remember I cried when my father died 

Never wishing to hide the tears 

And at sixty-five years old 

My mother, God rest her soul 

Couldn't understand why the only man 

She had ever loved had been taken 

Leaving her to start 

With a heart so badly broken 

Despite encouragement from me 

No words were ever spoken 

And when she passed away 

I cried and cried all day 

Alone again, naturally 

Alone again, naturally 

    

#I play it by over and over again, it really nice songs........

 manusia tak akan pernah memahami hatinya sendiri

happy birthday zarith sufiea

Assalammualaikum ^_^

what the feeling being adult ?
i d K.. but it might change a little bit our self....

19 Nov 2013 is my birthday day.. well so much happy (^^)

hehe.. 23 Nov 2013, i gotta back to malacca, my holiday soon will expired :(

Horaaa~ i dont ready yet hummm

.well my birthday not going good as what i want, but its okay.. i fine with it and make me realised something.

i must stop love people do not love me how i love them,well it make me upset..

my friend,he my close friend, im waiting him wish for me... but No...

to me he my closest friend, he already considered me as his bff, well i think he just sayimg and not meant it,i dissapointed to him.. not for wishing, i dissapointed what he said after i told him, it my bitrthday..

He say, '' im not more the old one you know now''

thats day because of what he said,i really hate him and annoying him.

#yes Human will changes,but friendship should not change too ! no matter way you choose, u must not change how some relationship work ! 

Translate : 

#ye manusia berubah, tp prshabatn xspatutnya brubah ! berubah mcna pon,prsahabatn yg trjalin hruslah sntiasa ada ! jgn jadik bongok sgt,guna alasan dh berubah.... !

You might think twice, and maybe think.. what a shit i am.. batak sgt... perempuan batak wish la ape la...

ini pun nak sesentive... well hell to you, if u say that just leave me and go ur way and dont need me in ur ..future..

what more im annoying and hate,is you just say sorry thats all, just a word

''Ouh sorry..''

well now u changes, then no worry.. i will never ever think you are my special friend anymore.

what i think about you now is... you are Fake and unfit to me.... (^^) okay.....

i wanna throw all our fake memory

P/S :mmg pernah dgr manusia berubah sampai hubungan trputus, maaf itu bukan type aq, dn aku bukan la jnis yg kalau dh berubah buang kawan

oke xoxo~

Best friends since school

Alhamdulillah,permohonan untuk Hostel berjaya.. <3

Nothing the happiest thing from this news, as long i can saving my money...haha
today 17 November, and there have two more days,my birthay will coming soon ...
haha too much nervous for welcoming it

Today too is my small party ,it for reunion and celebrate our birthday soon... ahh im really miss this time,it remember me about how we used hang together when in middle school..
well we just talk,gossip,talk and talk... share chocolate,talk about guys,fashion,love, and our life now..

im a bit realised something that us now,are changed... we have our own life.. and not more like before... u know something like,before we did not do it something wrong because it dangerouse,but now if u know how to be careful with it,then u free to do what ever you want,yep something like that...

i love this Bff ,even how awful they are,they always i choose to being together.... (^^)

sorry girls,im not editing it,i just to lazy hahhaha...well nature its better right (^^)

3 girls

Duck,Bear/panda,monkey

#Saranghae my girls

doesnt know a suit title

Assalammualaikum

Just wanna share something,im bored and feeling like wanna write something

^_^

this photo look really deliciouse, i hope it can out from the photo and i can eat it.....

''Ginger Bread''

Masjid selat, when i see it.. i see a time, a really long time.. and make me miss this place...

''Masjid selat Melaka''

Subahannallah, creation of allah.. even the smallest creation of allah also unique and beautiful

''flower''

A beautiful view, it remind me of someone,which is he a ocean blue and i were sky blue

''Blue''

Pizza Hut, im extermely Hungry

i miss the tastes of Pizza

''Pizza Hut''

Me with Milk Coffee

im sorry,im look really not well.. haha

im tired and doesnt get enough sleep..huhuhuh

Blah blah Blah blah Blah blah Blah blah what im talking, im so bored......

okay that all tata

my own blog and my own design

Tadaaaa... ! welcome my dear readers, how is my blog ? i take 7 days to making the header..

yep i know its not so superb or kind of awsome, but i try ^_^ and really thanks to 2 my bloggers friends,their blog were give inspriration to me 

credit too : aishah hazirah (blogger designer) , azizah zaini(novel writer)

i just make my blog simply and according to my style.. so no one can copy it, hahaha.... 

This holiday really make me bored and only spent meet my friends and with laptop...

but as long i can late wake up..muahahahahha

i can t wait for my next sems, and i will turn 20.. :'( urhh scary merry !after that i wanna continue degree,and then find a job,making a lot of money,being rich ,help my family ,and take a adopted child hahaha ^_^

Married ? mehhhh... i dont want think it,it tooo much responsible i have take, and honestly i cant share everything, secret ,my stuff, privacy, social life and responsible take care of a house... no no no

im think im not ready yet, i want live by my self,its better alone sometimes so i can my own privacy time, if i bored i find my friends or going cinema,if i need a love, i find my boyfriend >.<

Marriage is something big, its not just about love,sex,caring..its everything, ur privacy,ur life , ur heart ,

money, and then child... 

when u married ,u will just cocentrate about Work , Money , house payment,car payment, every techonology payment, debt , child ,food and how to be rich... thats all, if u lucky .. u will have love too, if not... thats life.....

Being matured not my choice, i dont want be people crazy of work... think as far away , and think what good what bad.. 

but time make me like that,the thing i dont want that i be now... and i cant stop it....

HaHaHa what a essay i make,okay have to go now.... i want to go jogging, my chubby belly are lose of weight,and i want it faster lost ..okey,assalammualaikum

Zarith

19

#im know im ugly ,You can insult me with anything, I do not care, but this means you also insult Allah, Because he who created me, and it is big sin to insult Allah creation

laillahaillah

remove negative side , take positive side

standing me by myself... even im drowning in middle of the ocean,i will swim as could i can to reach up even i cant swim...

could it be i will get i what want ? i dont know,but i want take that risk and try on it . . .

i will leave anything just get what i want ... ^_^

Its will be a good memories when im old,i will smile on what i do now... how drowning im now but im still smile and keep swim even i cant...

Keep fighting ZarithSufiea ! always smile when sad,laugh when u happy and shut ur mouth when u in angry !

this month is will be my 19 years old, i hope i will got a lot of gifts then last years ^_^ hehehe

welcome November ! ! !

make something

Assalammualaikum , welcome to my precious Blog, if you feel weird why im so polite when typing..its mean im full of bored and to much Bored and Bored... Ha Ha Ha

I know its month of Holiday for me, i should go vacation or follow my Batch Trip to Pangkor,but unfortunely i live with a straight family,if Yes mean yes,if No means No..... Hu Hu Hu

i want show you what i made when im in Mood of Mood want to do something like this heheh

i got idea from brain. . . well i really do Like Vintage Style ,so i trying to do something that i never try..

bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla 

first thing : Sketch the Idea and put in Adobe Illustrator then Trace it

Second : Trace done ? Edit which you want in trace

Third : Done everything, save and open at the Adobe Photoshop

Fourth : Start colouring it,use magic wand to fill the colour,Please beware choosing the colour

it will effect the harmorny of the picture hehe

Fifth : Choose the suitable Background,plus you can decorate your own background with whatever in your head,ops i mean brain? idea?

Sixth : After done the image,u can edit at anywhere edit photos software you want, at ur own Adobe Photoshop or anywhere place you want in web, you can change the temperature colour you want or put quotes if you want

Finish ! Taddaaa.... the Final you got 

well ,all the Hours you take just in 7 hours for the people know how to use Adobe i and P heheheh

>.<

Im so bored

tata

the end of the semester 3 history

its been almost two weeks,i still can remember every detail past memory... its look like  i through that day like yesterday . . .

                                                      

im so happy when think it again,i never feel great.......
my life in University being more precious, this semester are more fun.. which i have meet perfect roomates, both are really i love and im considered as my little sisters....
we have a great time together. . .
its fun and joy ,it feel like when im in a really big problem i knew there someone beside me...

im happy with you both.. i hope we can be roomates again ~(^^)~
so then we can hold hands together whenever we have problem.. hehehe
OKay the day exam result is more near then i could expect,just hope i pass the exam,and not ask too much
even yes i hope too much on it.. ha ha ha
its freaking out think of that result,


                                                        

huh.............. my mind is empty.................okay focus with food and movie.........tralalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
you know,my weight are little weird, when i was in university,i gain the weight..but when im bcak to hometown,my weight become less.....urh...... i dont know why, but its doesnt matter hahahahaha
my puffy cheeks become more puffy i think hehehe


                                                             

next month is my birthay,im excited! i can have all cake that i ever want (^U^)
and im still wonder what gift want to ask my mom and dad...hehhehe
i wish i can share all the painting that i have do when i in middle school..hehehe,but im too lazy to capture it

huhuhuh so what i have tell u more?nothing right.okay see you then......tata


                                                     

all ours time 

big sister but like a baby spoiled : zarith

second twin sister but act like a big sister : Husna

younger matured girl but always childish : yaya

#Omnomomnomno saranghae

you can not change what i am

okay first the all, hell yah im different with others girl you have known... i might not a nice, a good angle or a pet that you can ask anything,shit that.....
even i have no that girly character,but i have a character that show im girl too... but the thing fucking damn shit you dont have right to ask ''it is okay i will change you to better person'' Holly crap,just leave me then.. !

im sorry i will not change my character my attitude or so what ever shit you want... im not that type girl.. im happy to be me,and not the mask that you want.... yeah yeah what you said to me, i just heard a mumbling thing bla bla bla.... its time to being Jerk,and show who iam..if you love me then accept who iam !!!!!

if you want stop this fight,then stop being dumb . . . i can give you happiness,everything you want kind happiness... but please stop being a jerk in my heart .

i start to comfortable whenever if you not there when i need you,you want it? you like it when i started its okay without you and find another guy? so how about i make that guy as my boyfriend then??? you like ???
Fine..... even im sad about you i have my own solution to forget my sad about you.......
at least he always there for me.....................

akhir2 semester 3

Aku rasa sems niey pling happy and ending dya sedih gila.. sebab apa? aq dapt dak roomates pling ohsem gila...
suka duka sama2 tempuhi.. :'(

berbanding sem2 lepas,roomates2 semua wat aq xdhargai,mcm tggul kayu... tp sem ni best ar.. dpt gila2 ngn dyorg.. :'( aq ingt lgi aq pergi join si yaya naik bumbung tp xjadik sbb tkot kak senior nmpk >.<
sudahnya pergi lepak kt balkoni,padahal esoknya aq ade exam...

sems ni bnyak kluar naik kerta,yela husna n yaya ad lesen kereta so job aq ialah dok sbelah dyorg dn memekak la (^^) first time try naik kereta,yaya bawak pergi tmpat yg xprnh kitorg g...dia ajar nk shoot gmbr,yela budak photo (^^)

ade sekali tu aq mnagis sbb assigmnt kna wat blik,sbb laptop wat hal,yaya comfort kn aq..ckp ngn aq sbar.... dya tmnkn aq smpai krja siap....
mau tak nya aq bertmbah sedih ..... >.<

sbb apa aq mngis n sdih,yela dgr cter part 4 dh xleh stay kolej,kna dok luar.. means xdpt la satu bilik lgie ngn yaya... dya dh la part 3 nex sems.... :'(
bnyk mnda la kitorg spent time mnggila.... luahkn cerita msing2.... aq ngis pon sbb dh syg... aq harap la gak dpt la gak satu billik ngn yaya n husna....

merah hidung aq dh nie : /

kita dh syg,mmg la berat hti nk lpaskn :'(

alls my activity

ini yaya,first time tgok dya pkai bju kurung ..>.< comey kn3,ini pon dya pkai sbb exam jerr

aq ikatkn rmbut dya bgitu.. heheh

pergi wat krja gila

lepak gi Dataran pahlawan buat assigmnt photo

hmm sedeh ... xpe insyallah kitorg akan satu bilik amin (^^)

Do crazy things

Imagine that tomorrow you have a really important meeting that ask you to make a presentation ,but today you do not prepare anything to finish the presentation,all the things you do now is,follow your friends to bath at waterpark . . . i know the first you think is, HOLY CRAP !!! hahaha

yep  , i do that silly things. . . yesterday i should finish my animation Movie 2 D,but because of the technical issue .. i choose to play around hehehe... >.< it really make me get a migrain . . . ! imagine we not finish it ,still in start point... But still today we manage do it,we not sleep that night even we still tired because of playing around heheh >.<

But today is too full of test,the firstly we already finish the video,just to setup the song volume and to touch up back,but suddenly my laptop got a problem,all the file are missing and our video have to remake back,so i and my friend got toback to the hostel and do back.. after that after finish do it back,we burn the disc...

meanwhile waiting others group finish their presentation,i still make thetime going back to the hostel to take shower cause this morning,we already too late and i cant even take a little shower heheh

its relaxing cause not many people come there

its near to the forest ^_^

okey like i have promise,this is the animation video that i have told wanna to upload and show u.. i know it still not as perfect other videos,hey we still junior on this hehhehe..and this is the project final that i do last minute and choose playing around hehehhe okay enjoy it

tata titi tutu 

Aku bosan

Aku Bosan,haha title tajuk dh trang2 mnunjukkan aku dah bosan dengan segalanya . .  !

Apa yang aku cari dalam kehidupan cinta aku ? i just need a guy that i can love all my heart without thinking anything and he too love me too ! which is the type guy i really find is, he matured,not selfish ,Not control at all in my life , do know me very well , and always with me whenever time !

did you know a guy that wait for girls texting first are currently damn sucker,Hell what you think who are you Sucks??? Ouhh do you think time have changes and this time are girl turn to find guy,ehh... Just be Mak nyah lahh !

How about guy dishonest of something ? whatever hell he keep from me, i can easily find out ... Crap dude, your excuse is you want take care girls heart and dont want fight or what so ever fucking excuse,Really you wrong buddy, its a Dummy things.. ! and you are Stupid,Low IQ................................!
what girls want, a truth, dont give us a Hope ! after we know ur lies,the things only you do is say sorry and get lost as soon as posible and leave us without sign and with all hurt feelings, i just hope U die and die....
Fuck you ashole !!!

The things is, yes i am im not dissatisfied with all guys including my Boyfriend....... really you too much annoying me,i just want block you now..........! but im so stupid and really stupid that i cant broke our relationship cause i loved you too much,and damn the things that only i do is be patience and pretend its okay,i give u another chance (^^) really shit and ashole................................

i want do something ......that you realised what you done wrong, im really tired to say okay anymore................

My twin guy N.Y.M.M 17 JANUARY 1994

The weight
of a simple human emotion
weighs me down
more than the tank ever did

the pain
it's determined and demanding
to ache, but I'm okay . . .

And I don't want to let this go
I don't want to lose control
I just want to see the stars with you

and I don't wanna say goodbye
someone tell me why
I just want to see the stars with you

you lost, a part of your existence
in the war, against yourself
oh, the lights,
they light up in lights of sadness
telling you, it's time to go

And I don't want to let this go
I don't want to lose control
I just want to see the stars with you

and I don't wanna say goodbye
someone tell me why
I just want to see the stars with you

don't give it up just yet stay grand
for one more minute, don't give it up just yet
stay . . . grand ( 3x )

And I don't want to let this go
I don't want to lose control
I just want to see the stars with you

and I don't wanna say goodbye
someone tell me why
I just want to see the stars with you

with you

The fault in our stars


ehh tetibe plak aku letak lirik lagu ni ha...
actually this song remind me to someone,we once be together,too close,we crush on each other,we almost like brother and sister,he same age with me,we called our self The Twins . .
He nice,funny,caring,and our favourite mostly all of it are common same..
I like him because he there whenever im in trouble,sad and alone...

But one day.he gone...forever frm my life,is not mean i cant meet him,just he break our relationship,i know it is my fault,im not there when he need someone to take care him.. i dont blame him cause go from me,i deserve it,...
This pain that i received is i loose someone that really precious to me.. i lost him ..

Dear yaz(fake name),
i dont angry with you cause leave me...
yes im crying now,and i regret it too much... i know you never come back to wipe my tears again...
i know its my fault make you this,make you break our relationship...
i dont angry when i know u have delete my number,u block me from facebook,i deserved it...
thanks for being someone that once i rely,the one that accept my feelings....
I love you,
sorry all my fault to you,thanks to give ur ear to listen my story...

Even u not read this,i hope you read this... i still waiting you...

i have one dream that ikeep just for you....its kay to see you from far as long your bright smile...
dont give up yas! i know you are strong ....... im fine with my life that i choose,i smile when i sad... that i always do...even my life is ruin,i keep smile..thats me a happy person..

I love you My twin

thanks let go my hand.....

luahan hati seorang adik

Tatkala pertama kali aq memndng qaw,aq bagaikan terkena kjutan elektrik.btapa kncangnya jntung aq pada waktu itu,pda asalnya aq cma brasa slesa dngan diriqaw sbelum mntap wajah qaw.Qaw umpma prlindung yang sntiasa mngambil berat dn sentiasa mmbuat aq ketawa.

Akan ttpi aq smbunyikan,kerana aq tk mhu qaw pergi.Diwktu itulh terjadi nya hubungan sekadar adk dn abg,wlaupun itu sahaja prhubungan kita,diwktu itu aq tetapkan hti aq,tidak kira ap pun tk akn prnah aq khilangan qaw..

Stahun dh berlalu, aq ttap mnympn hti trhadap qaw,ttpi ttap aq merahsiakan nya dari qaw.. 

satu hari aq qaw britahu yg qaw mmpunyai kksih hti,hncurnya perasa’n aq,ttpi aq tahan dn trsenyum.Aq rela brundur agar dpat melihat qaw sntiasa tersenyum..

Aq berbaik dngan kksih qaw,aq katakan dia ssuai dgan qaw..dn aq suruh dia jaga qaw dngan baik,selepas itu aq cuba mencari pengganti qaw,aq blajar mncintai dia agr aq dpat mematikan perasa’n ksih cnta ini kpada qaw.

Tapi aq dtinggalkan dia,aq trlalu sedih,aq mmberikan cinta pda yg slah,aq dtang kepada qaw,hanya untuk menghiburkan hti aq sahaja,ttpi tiba-tiba kksih hti qaw menyuruh mmutuskan hubungan kita sbagai adk dn abg,aq terkejut dn mrah,qaw kata dia salah fham tntang kita,qaw kta qaw mntak ma’f,qaw kata aq orang kdua terpenting dalam hidup qaw.Aq diam . . 

Dn disitulah wujudnya ksukaran aq dn qaw untuk brhubung,hnya tlefon dn text menjadi perhubungan kita,

Ttpi kksihqaw masih tidak puas hti dn sanggup mem’aki aq,dn mmerli aq,aq tahan,adakala aq trlepas juga kata m’aki aq,dn menmbah balik kmarahan dia. . .

2 bulan kita begini,jarang berhubung, qaw kata qaw dh penat dngan dia,qaw mahu ptus,qaw mahu lepaskan dia..ttpi tidak juga qaw laqkan,

aq terfikir,mengapa aq tidak luahkan perasa’n aq awal2? 

aq sanggup buat apa sahaja asal qaw tetap disisi aq..

satu hari pertama kali kita berjmpa,aq tak dpat terima dn mrasakan ini smua ini mimpi,aq terlalu sgan dn gmbira..

kalau qaw tahu yang aq mnympn perasa’n terhadap qaw,apa yg qaw akan buat? kadng2 aq penat mnympn perasa’n ini,aq sehingga kini cba membunuh perasa’n ini... 

walaupn kita tdak ditakdirkan,aq hrap aq akan sntiasa mlihat snyuman qaw smpai bila-bila

(mcm bodo2 je cerita niey hahaahaah,aq xreti wat novel)

when my mood become bad

This week is the week full of tension week ever ! ! !
too much pressure,because of that.im simply can crying suddenly...  :'(

hmm

last week,i got my grade results,its just for from my own lecture marks,he said the marks for the final can be upgrade or maintain.. i got A- , but he said i can get chance to upgrade it.. hmm i dont know i can do it or nt,it depends at another lecture..hope he nice give me A+ :3, Amen..

2 days he give time to make back the illustrations figure,and that 2 days my roomates go home,that means for two days i only talk to my self.. !
before i talk to myself,better i go stayed at atin house,im glad she say welcome me stayed for a long time,actually next sems i will live at that house,so it means,it will be y house too.. hohoh

yes i have a really great time and new exprienced,at last i finally meet RICE! memang makan la kerja aku kat rumah dya LOL...
at that day i meet new friend,her name is nad..well she really cute and little spoiled. i like her :D
okay back to my story,
really im really 24 hours laughing. . . and wonder when i will finished my assigment?
LOL



i take it from next house

that night, fanie the members of that house invite me go to hot water bath .. i think, want finish and focus do my assigment or follow them,humm of course i choose hot water bath ... >.<

we reach at there in 12am,and finish bath at 2 am.. it relaxing and tired,cause we go bath at the hottest water,whew really make my head go blank...after that we go home,and i said to myself,after this i must continue my assigment,but after that i sleep early..hahaha

and then tommorow the day i must print my work,i wake up early and go fast as i can to finish it... huhu,i could make on the time!

my illustration

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it really take a time make it,but i satisfied with it...

okay then really yesterday i really run too much,after assesment,im and my friend husna do photo snap... at jonker walk ,well it really tired and really make we more tension,hell what,our money are gone! where we want to find money to do another assigmnt??? still think about it and it really effect at me, i almost break up with my boy,really only one i think that time kill my self,i feel really full depress,and today my beloved camera screen are broken,what im gonna say to my dad???? today is really worse,i cant answer properly my examination.

every minute im justthink about money..... really sad about it,but let it gone by gone,ihave told my mom about the camera,she said no more cry,she will care about it,im really sad,i have made my mom troubled... today too im not spoke for day along to husna,im really not in the mood to tlking with her...beside its better i shut my mouth,i afraid that my angry feeling i let out at her...

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Last night too ,it make me feel annoying,my ex former brother add me back,i dont know why,well i dont mind,i just approove it...beside im now only spent time with twitters,no more facebook,but today i got message from him,

just go away bitch stay away out of my live!!!!

 i think it from his crazy girl,really u such a annoying type and really fucking weird...
she can make a thousand facebook to stalk me,go hell girl,u just teenagers to me,dont you know im older than u know,where is your fucking manners,please... u have a beatiful face but sad ur brain at ur under feet..
well i  dont mind you want say im ugly or whatever, this is allah give me,and i really gratefulll to him :3

okay to much dirty word,daaaa

out zoo malacca

Hye readers,stalker,my friends and Alien(mahluk allah).. i just back from go outing ,today we only have one class,so we take advantage of the difficulty, he he he, it means going out to release tension but narrow money in our pocket, after all we out fun to lose stress because of assigments.

The main place we go to the Malacca zoo, why Malacca zoo ? Because we've never go in the zoo melaka even we stayed at malacca,sad right, this time the rain just fell, but it did not rain last period, and we to pray to God, do not rain, so we can to see the animals

This at tiger section,hahaha they just playing around,im really excited to meet the the tiger,you know he really scary but at the same time i think they really cute,honestly! like a cat

me at the Lion section,the male lion follow me.. he looked me like im his food,wow really cool... i wondering how it feeling when the animals like lion or tiger chase me,and how i can save my life so they cant eat me? hehe

haha this is funny momment,they said they are sweet couple,and when husne want take their sweet photos,i interfere and make funny face..hehehe

 I just playing around,im little hyper a little bit i guess

 err, I think not so little bit of my hyper

well just enjoying life,not take what people said about me

beside my friend like me like this,compared to be a boring type huhhuhuh

after be crazy for moments,we go do our duties as servants of God, its Pray <3

#enjoying as much you want,but never forget about your the compulsory

i look this photos for a couple times, God how brave i am!

that time it have showcast for animal,and once they say they need volunteer,i stand up... 

huhuh it really embrassed actually,but im kind wanna try hehe

and i got prize get free get capture what animals i want that time,so love it!

you see the photo with orang utan,im really impressed,he so briliant and clever... and cute to ,but what i unfeel comfortable,the way he hold me,his hand really close at my chest,i feel like im being touched,hehe but its okay,i prefer the animals from the guy,

Ouh forget to mention it,the guys,i mean the animal trainer,not so bad,good looking,haha but i not really mind,only my friends, Really they cute? i think orang utan more cute hahhaha

how my image? are im look like a proper girl with a good atitude? hahaha

me,zarith sufiea never leave my hyper and crazy attitude at anywhere,including with VIP or so what ever

yes im not beautiful like you or the miss 2020, but i really gratefull what allah give me..

even im not preety,i have a good friends,a happy family, a good relationship, alls this thing are more enouhg to me

me at bowling centre at malacca,i thought i will loose as usually,im not good in bowling,but after my friend teach me,i get high marks sometimes hehe so happy,my first time i got pass of the bowling huhuuh

okayh thats all,i think hihihhihi bye3